It's My Birthday!

I am so excited and I am not sure about what. I do not feel any older then yesterday. For some strange reason, the future seems bright!

No longer am I dreading tomorrow or the next day. Actually this feeling has been coming for several months.

Life is so good. I love my home and what I have done to it and had done to it. Today is the first big gathering I am having in my home since Ruben's death. This is something that I want to do very frequently. People in my home is one thing I have always wanted and hardly ever have had my whole life.

Today feels like a rebirth. Crazy lady, huh? But loving every minute of it!